O life! My life doesn't suck at this moment, which is pretty rare to me actually. Usually, when life is good to me the gods decide, for some strange reason, pour a bucket of shit to my head. That phenomenon has not yet occurred, but I'm pretty sure that in some beautiful day that happens. That's just me, a pessimist basically.
Well, maybe I should introduce myself first to all of those who don't know me yet. I'm 31 years old male, who loves music, good beer and of course women. I have three kids and an ex-wife. There, in brief.
I just spent a whole weekend with my kids and we had a blast, as always. My children are funny that way that they like to listen the very same music as I do. Well at least when they are here with me. Today we listened Black Sabbath and old stuff by Amorphis. My youngest one made a proper Dio-like horns-sign with his fingers and jumped along with the music. We sure had fun.
Oh well, let's get serious then. I keep wondering the fact that we men are often referred as pigs, but no one ever recognices that women are pigs just as well. I talked about this thing with my female friend just yesterday and she agreed me completely. Maybe one of the reasons is that it's embarrasing to a man to see that he has made a poor character evaluation with a woman. And the typical finnish man is not in the same way open as may be his counterpart from a another culture. Women cheat, talk bullshit behind our backs, treat men badly, even use physical violence. Don't get me wrong, I do not hate women, vice versa. I love women. My point here is, that don't you women call men pigs if you are not ready to to see the fact that you are actually same kind of bastards. After all, we're all humans here.
I've decided to quit smoking. Again. For a hundredth time. It's just so stupid habit but so damn hard to get rid of. And it's fuckin' expensive too. Last time I tried to quit I made a complete stop. All away at once. Bad idea. This time i thought that maybe I gradually smoke less and less and then eventually reach the point where I could kiss the habit goodbye. We'll see what happens.
